Nonduality might make sense to you, but to normal people, it’s beyond preposterous. Maybe you have some tolerant friends, but unless they share your nondual views, regardless of how they treat you openly, they secretly think you’re a total dipshit. You can’t diverge so radically from the norm and still be regarded as one of the gang. You’re not normal and you’ll never be normal again, assuming you ever were. You’ve done the worst possible thing you can do in a barking mad world — you’ve gone sane.