You are involved in spiritual seeking right now, but there’s a question of what you’re really looking for. Maybe you want the kind of spirituality where you just add onto your existing structure rather than tearing it down and starting from scratch. I get that, and so does everyone in the spiritual marketplace who will bend over backward to accommodate you. Or maybe you want the kind of spirituality that comes at a higher price (everything) and entails more risk of loss (total). Well, probably not, but this might be a good time to revisit the issue of what you want and what you’re willing to give for it.